DidMyTime

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 12:31:38 GMT

""Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame?
Arent we suppose to be the same?
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something to help the pain
Thats why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame?
Arent we suppose to be the same?
Thats why I will never change
This thing thats burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I am alive full of pain
I feel the anger changing me

Beaten
I feel so
Insane
I really
Tried
I did my time""

Korn - Did My Time

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Sweet Dreams xx

Don'tHoldBack

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 10:31:22 GMT

This was an email sent to me about half an hour ago. If you would like to read it, you can. But my response to all of it is at the bottom of this page. In advance, I will apologise for any fights or upset I cause but it's my opinion and you should respect that.

In light of the many jokes we send to one
another for a laugh, this
is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not
funny, it's intended to get you thinking.............. Dart Test...
A young lady named Sally relates an experience she had in a
seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr.
Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons.

One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they
were in for a fun day.

On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts.
Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they
disliked or someone who had made them
angry, and he would allow them
to throw darts at the person's picture.

Sally's friend drew a picture of who had stolen
her boyfriend.
Another friend drew a picture of his little brother. Sally drew a
picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her
drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with
the overall effect she had achieved.

The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students
threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping
apart. Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with
disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the
students to return to their seats. As Sally sat thinking about how
angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts
at her target. Dr.
Smith began removing the target from the wall.

Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus. A hush fell over the
room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus; holes and
jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.

Dr. Smith said only these words.. "In as much as ye have done it
unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me."
Matthew 25:40.

No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the
students focused only on the picture of Christ.

This is an easy test; you score 100 or zero. It's your choice.

If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.

Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you,
before My Father."

Not a shamed ... pass this on.
Ashamed ... delete it .

Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then
wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question
what the Bible says.

Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do
not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. Or
is it scary?

Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still
follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and
they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages
regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.

Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude,
vulgar and obscene pass freely
through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is
suppressed in the school and workplace?

Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday,
but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week?

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will
not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure
what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to
them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people
think of me than what God thinks of
me?

Will YOU pass this on?

-------------------------------MY EMAIL-------------------------------
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then
wonder why the world's going to hell.
MY RESPONSE: Isn't it funny how even if everyone in the world believed in God, the world still wouldn't be perfect. There would still be battles, wars, envy, power, death, crime... There would still be ALL of that. It's bullshit that God could take care of everyone, if no one died, our world would become over-populated. The world is not perfect and God can't make it perfect if he's not real. (Sorry for all the people who believe in him but think about it, if you believe in him, and you've had bad stuff happen to you, then why are you still believing in him if he hasn't stopped that bad stuff from happening? Huh? Just think about it)

Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question
what the Bible says.
MY RESPONSE: What are the 7 deadly sins, Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy & Pride.
1. Lust - who in this world cannot lust? You see a beautiful woman, you lust after them, You see an absolutely gorgeous man, you lust after them. Does this mean you have sinned? Lust is natural to humans. It's not bad unless you are a molester etc. Lust is a compliment.
2. Gluttony - who in this world cannot over indulge themselves? Celebrities are doing it everyday, God is doing it himself. If gluttony was a sin (which it is) then God shouldn't have all the power in our world should he?
3. Greed - who in this world is not greedy? You cannot say you are not selfish. Everyone has a selfish streak. We can't help it. There's nothing we can do about it, we all want more than we can have and there is nothing wrong with that. If you have more than you want, then that must be gluttony. Does this mean you have committed two sins?
4. Sloth - who in this world cannot be lazy? What happens if you have cancer and are merely too weak to move... and you are in hospital, sleeping every hour. Does this mean you have sinned because you aren't moving? Does this mean you are a sloth?
5. Wrath - who in this world cannot get angry at somebody once in a while? Anger is healthy for our bodies. If we were happy all the time, we'd get headaches and cheek aches. There is nothing wrong with hatred or anger. The Americans have it for Osama Bin Laden, Osama Bin Laden has it for the Americans, and for that matter, the whole world. We all have anger within us, it's something we can't handle sometimes.
6. Envy - who in this world is not envious of someone? You can't tell me you've NEVER been envious of another human being! When someone has something you want, you are envious of them. You are jealous. Does this mean you've committed two sins? You may not be envious at times but envy is all apart of life. It's something we all go through.
7. Pride - who in this world can tell us not to take pride in some things? We take pride because we have done something good in our lives. When a 5 year old completes a painting of her family using her fingers, are you telling me she is not allowed to take pride in what she has produced? That is just harsh. Are you telling me that everytime we look into the mirror and take pride in what we've become, it's a sin to do so?

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people
think of me than what God thinks of me?
MY RESPONSE: We care about what other HUMANS think about us because they are the one's smiling and living around us. We can actually SEE them. If God was so upset with the way he's viewing a certain human being, why doesn't he stop being a soft cock and come down here and show his face? Most people don't care what God thinks because he's not going to do anything about it. Are you telling me that if you commit murder, God is going to be disappointed in you and set you a light just with the click of his finger? He may make you get caught and make you go to jail, but these charges are merely produced by OTHER people, actual HUMAN BEINGS, not God himself. He makes other people do the dirty work for him and then he says that we are sinning. When really, it was all him to begin with.

Are you telling me that God is looking down on me now shaking his fist at me? What's he going to do about it? Take Luke away from me? No, because he can't. He can't control Luke. He can't control anyone. The only reason the person above get's charged with murder is because murder is bad, and the people who charge him think ill of him and think he deserves the worst. Does this mean that just because I'm speaking ill of God, all the Christians in this world are going to come and stab me? No.. Because they can't. Otherwise they'd be committing a "Sin". Murder.

Don't even bother trying to argue me with this. I stick by everything that I've said and I really don't care if you disagree and you "believe" in God. If you believed in God and if you pray to him every night for something you haven't receieved yet, then why are you bothering? Don't pray to God, he's not going to do anything about it, you've got to make your life the way YOU want to make it.

If you are lonely, are you trying not to be? Are you putting extra effort into having the courage to approach the person you have your eye on?
If you are depressed, are you getting help? Or are you just sitting there cutting yourself making everything worse?
If you are angry at somebody, are you just ignoring them and not helping the situation? Are you making them feel worse than they should, or are you actually talking to them about it, and talking to them about why you are feeling this way?

If you are any of these things, are you doing what's best for yourself, which is dealing with it yourself and sorting it all out with your own courage or are you praying to our so called "God" up in the heavens, on a couch, drinking red wine with berries, who couldn't care less about what you wish for?

Are you laughing?
MY RESPONSE: Yes I am laughing for all the people who fall for God's so called Loyalty to them. For all the people who pray to him every night wishing for a better life yet they never receive it. For the people who sin everyday but have better lives then those who don't. For those who are struggling to stay alive in foreign countries, for those little children who don't pray to God, but help their mothers to stay alive, but collect food from their crops, but collect water from the river and boil it so it's healthy to drink.
For those who make an effort themselves.
Not for those who pray to God when they don't know what to do. Isn't that a sin? To be lazy? When you think about it... All these people who pray to God are lazy. They're sitting on their asses all day praying to God for help when they could be out and about trying to make things good for themselves.

Sorry if I have hurt your feelings or your "religion" but don't complain about it to me because you are not going to change my mind on this topic. I feel very strongly for my own opinions and I couldn't care less if you disagree.
MAYBE that is selfish.
MAYBE I'm being a total bitch but until you PROVE to me that God is real, I will never believe in anything the bible or he himself supposedly says. And don't just say to me, "If you believe, you will see". I will not believe UNTIL I see, until you can drag that LazyMotherFucker from bliss down onto our Earth of War, Hatred, Cruelty, Death & Crime, I will NEVER believe.

This is my view. This is my opinion. If you don't like it, I'm not going to change it for you.
Thankyou for reading this. Much appreciated.

xx Best Wishes & Sweet Dreams xx

so.what

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 11:25:22 GMT

so im a slut.
&&annoying.
i lie.
&&talk too much.
i judge people.
&&sing badly.
i have pimples.
&&dont cover them up.
i dont do my hair for 1/2 hour.
&&dont care.
i love a boy.
&&talk about him.
alot.
too much.
&&maybe im confusing.
maybe im a bitch.
&&just maybe.
im not that special.
&&im not perfect.
i dont have blonde hair.
&&big boobs.
maybe i dont want it.
&&maybe im misunderstood.
or too lazy to care.
&&even if im nice to you.
doesn't mean i like you.

what's it to you? what's it to you? what's it to you? what's it to you? what's it to you? what's it to you? what's it to you? what's it to you?

ExpressYourself

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 11:00:10 GMT

Life is shit
My Argument:

How can life be shit?
We are still alive, we are able to eat food.
We get to sleep on a comfortable bed & we wake up warm&snuggly.
We have the luxuries of chocolate bars & healthy foods.
We have computers, mobile phones, money, televisions.
We have families, we have friends, we have lovers.

They are dying, they aren't able to eat regularly.
They get no sleep on an uncomfortable bed & wake up cold&sniffly.
They have no luxuries of chocolate bars or healthy foods.
They have no computers, no mobile phones, no money, no televisions.
They have familes who die young, they have friends who die young, they have lovers who die of disease.

People are selfish these days. They take our world for granted.

Celebrities aren't ~~nice~~, they're all bastards. They have millions of dollars and where does it go? To themselves. No one else.
Yes there are celebrities like Angelina Jolie who support certain groups and donates, but when it really comes down to it, I bet you that she could save every starving child in the world and still have enough to buy a 2 million dollar house. Don't you think?

Girls think they look bad without make up on, I think the starving families in poor countries would disagree. At least these girls don't have stomachs that look pregnant because of starvation.
At least these girls have good bodies, and good sources of luxurising items and money.
Girls/Boys complain if they don't get a boyfriend/girlfriend, maybe they should think about the 3 year olds in starving communitees who don't even have parents because they died from disease. Maybe, just maybe, these girls and boys consider themselves depressed, & socially crippled, when really, they're just being selfish & looking for attention. Maybe these little girlis and boys that starve each day, maybe they're the ones that are really depressed but they struggle on and hold onto their lives.

Atleast they appreciate the things they receive in life, which is barely nothing compared to what our selfish little brats receive these days.

I hope I put my point across fluently.
♥ xx

abusive_whore

DidMyTime

Don'tHoldBack

so.what

ExpressYourself